Saturday May 29, 2010
There is a white butterfly flying around my deck today. It is extraordinary.
It seems I am starting to miscarry. I am more hurt for Jacob than anything. He sobbed so profusely when I told him.
This is the third time in my life this has happened. This morning I awoke and started weeping. I almost made it past the first trimester. I think it is more stress-related than anything. There has been way too much stress lately. Just when I thought things were calming down.
I am so blessed and thankful though, that the lump I felt in my left breast turned out to be benign. I thank the Lord for this.
Bobby and I might try for another baby once everything clears up. Jacob wants a sibling so very, very much.